For some reason I feel really emotional like I want to cry, and I can’t pinpoint why I feel this way. Maybe I’m just tired.
You know.. I’m finally moving out this month. And my whole life I’ve never got along with my parents, we’ve fought, shoved each other, screamed, cried, threatened. You would think I would be excited to get way from them. At first I thought I was, but I’ve been sitting here and it has really hit me. I’m leaving, and my parents are much older than most parents for someone my age, they have health problems, they won’t live much longer, being 5 hours away we probably won’t visit very often. And I’m actually going to really miss them, it actually brought tears to my eyes, this chapter in my life is ending, and I know it won’t be the same, I can’t run to mom and dad and tell them things or go places with them. There’s no turning back. They’ve been the only stable people in my life when people came and went. I begged for this moment my whole life and didn’t understand how bittersweet it would be. It’s something that needs to happen, it hurts, but it’s life.
I feel like my Tumblr is so useless now.
My gorgeous girlfriend
continue treating me like shit every day, and as soon as I move out mid this year, you won’t hear from me again.
Incredibly fucking fed up Hailey